So...

EIGHT FULL SHEETS OF PAPER AND SIX HOURS OF MY LIFE HAVE BEEN SACRIFICED IN ALL THEIR GLORY TO THE MATH GODS THIS DAY!

...Dammit, I had BETTER do really well on the test tomorrow. D:<

Honestly, I had to do that shit in the middle of my parents/brother yelling and a thunder storm that kept making the computer shut off with all of its power bumps.
I.
DON'T.
LIKE.
MATHS.

Especially because we have a bitchy little program called Math XL that we use that won't give you any slack if you get one decimal point wrong. It just fails you on that question.

Luckily, I know some tricks for it, so whatever. It was still six hours that I could have been drawing or wallowing in my misery.

Also...

My life has taken a twist for the more dramatic, as of late.
After I stood up to V., I called G-N. for some advice on what to do, and G-N. said that N. went back home to Georgia because they had a fight (N. had been staying with G-N. during the summer).
She also said that N. was going back to her boyfriend because she doesn't want a long-distance relationship, even though G-N. wanted to tell me that N. really did care.

Whatever.
It's not like I didn't see it coming, right? I seem to be the only loyal one in relationships...
Fuck Fuck Fuck.

As aforementioned, I saw it coming, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I'm thankful for those of you who really do care, I'm just slowly losing my faith that I'll ever trust anyone ever again.

I might just stop trying.
Relationships seem to go down in flames for me, so I'll just go back into my shell on that subject. You know, it's kind of like Homer Simpson said:
"You tried your best and failed miserably. The lesson here is to never try."

XD


Finally...

is having a contest that I'm entering. I encourage you to enter it, too, as her characters are amazingly fun to draw and the rewards are promising!
:3